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Name: Boris
Location: Illinois, United States
Birthday: 1/6/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: ping pong!!! tennis!! anime, manga, drawing, writing, music, poetry, meeting people, looking for a job, being lame, working out... bla bla bla
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  dj en trans
MSN: hopeless_4ever@hotmail.com
ICQ:  68872609
Member Since:
7/26/2002
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| "When I ask the midnight sky why the stars shine, the answer never comes. In the black lake of my heart, I can only float. Will the angel even give me a backward glance? Want to splash around in my heart? The winds of the coming winter beckon the waves, calllng me into the dark with eyes as wilted as ice. I'm growing up, a jewel pungent with a stench that brooks no one's approach." | | |
| Hi May. Before I met you, I was lost, I didn't know what to do with myself. You were that one person who made me feel easy. You're always in my thoughts. I miss you. | | |
| In the crevasse of the crowd
I see you standing, lost.
Beautiful and serene,
The gentle weeping of your bow
Imbuing the air. In how many ways can I tell you?
You, who plays music in my heart,
Who smiles at the ground,
Who melts away the ice,
Whom I kept looking for
In thousands of strangers' faces,
How lovely you are. The swelling of my lungs,
My rabid, beating chest,
Don't quit on me now. "I don't know a thing about you
But I'm already in love.
Please, go on a date with me,
Even if you're taken,
Even if I'm not your type,
Give me a fake phone number then,
And make me happy for one day
In thinking that you will." That is what I should've said. | | |
| i really miss you. i wish we could still be friends. | | |
| i don't know how to tell you exactly how much i miss you. and i don't know if these words will ever reach you. but i miss being around you. i miss that smile you once had. i miss watching movies with you. sometimes i used to text you random things, like song lyrics that remind me of you - like i'm saying, "please don't forget me!" because i'm so desperate to have you. because without you in my life, i feel a tinge of loneliness. even now, i think you came from a dream. even now, i think of you when i'm driving home. a tired song playing on the radio, but i hope it plays forever because you said it reminds you of me. and i think about stopping by and waving hello outside your apartment building. i think about running into you by accident in a supermarket, pretending to be italian, with a plastic groucho marx nose, glasses with thick eyebrows, and a fake mustache. i would even grow a beard just for you! maybe you'll talk to me then. maybe we can reenact a moment from those romance novels that you like to read. maybe my love wouldn't have to be a bittersweet disaster. for what it's worth, i hope you've found some piece of happiness. i hope you're not watching your DVDs all by yourself. and if ever you feel sad, then remember what i said to you. our memories... i hope they haven't gone away. | | |
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